Death exists.


That… pretty much sums up how I’m feeling right now.

Around me everyone is kinda somber, some people are openly crying, and I… just simply stand there. I mean, I do feel some loss, yeah, but… it’s more the loss of somebody who’s moved away and won’t come back. Nothing as extreme as what everyone else seems to be going through.

So… hmm. Yeah.

I know that feeling, although my situation was much more soft. When my cat died a few years ago it was really sad … but at the same time not at all as I imagined it to be … as TV made it always seem to be.

Sure, I was sad but I wasn’t crying. Life went on, even a few hours after. I did my usual stuff on my PC.

When we buried her I even thought to myself things like “that’s not like I imagined it to be” or “Is this all I feel?”

In the end I decided it was good the was it was. Feeling pain and loss isn’t too nice after all. I was just fast with processing what happened … and with going on.





so you’re telling me there’s an alien who regenerates into a completely random form, that he cannot control or determine himself, and who understandably could take millions of different appearances, but who all 13 times just…

I am just waiting for the canon pony regeneration ^^



Well this is it. I want to keep this short and sweet, yet be very thankful at the same time.
Thank you so much everybody, I never imagined that almost a year and a half ago that anything I’d do like this would scrape a couple hundred followers, let alone 5,000.
To show my appreciation, everyone who reblogs this post will be entered once into a draw. On the 6th of September, 10 people will be randomly chosen and will get a reasonable request drawing of their fancy.
I will announce the winners on deviantArt as well as on Tumblr.
Thank you so much everyone again! <3

Sounds worth a try :)



What an utterly incomprehensible phrase.

I had a thing going, AT LAST, with this one group. They were training me and in turn I would eventually help them in making video games. They said they understood me, that they knew what my Asperger’s Syndrome meant, and I worked long and hard and mastered…

I was surprised hearing about your Asperger’s. On the other hand, of course, I don’t really know you aside from your art and your character Javolt (which by the way always was my favorite out of the group ^^).

I don’t have Asperger’s myself but I think in some ways I can understand you. Thoughts about the future always kinda scared me. When people asked me what to do after school I never knew. Now I am studying at an university, but still, after that … I never had a job in my life, not even a small one. The thought about working for the first time .. getting money … needing to get money is not a pleasant one.

I would like to give you some advice but I lack experience myself. The only think I can say, and it sounds primitive and stupid, I know that, is to chin up and to try to look on the bright side of things, or at least don’t get lost in the dark side.

Behold!Javolt, the crazy science donkey!Charakter from the Fallout is Dragons PodcastBased on a great sketch by masterweaver,who happens to also play this character.___________________________________I just love the charakter. Not always easy, neither for the players, nor the characters, but always so &#8230;If I think about it &#8230; kinda like Pinkie Pie. He seems completly crazy, but there&#8217;s a system behind it.

Javolt, the crazy science donkey!

Charakter from the Fallout is Dragons Podcast

Based on a great sketch by masterweaver,
who happens to also play this character.

I just love the charakter. Not always easy, neither for the players, nor the characters, but always so …
If I think about it … kinda like Pinkie Pie. He seems completly crazy, but there’s a system behind it.