What an utterly incomprehensible phrase.
I had a thing going, AT LAST, with this one group. They were training me and in turn I would eventually help them in making video games. They said they understood me, that they knew what my Asperger’s Syndrome meant, and I worked long and hard and mastered…
I was surprised hearing about your Asperger’s. On the other hand, of course, I don’t really know you aside from your art and your character Javolt (which by the way always was my favorite out of the group ^^).
I don’t have Asperger’s myself but I think in some ways I can understand you. Thoughts about the future always kinda scared me. When people asked me what to do after school I never knew. Now I am studying at an university, but still, after that … I never had a job in my life, not even a small one. The thought about working for the first time .. getting money … needing to get money is not a pleasant one.
I would like to give you some advice but I lack experience myself. The only think I can say, and it sounds primitive and stupid, I know that, is to chin up and to try to look on the bright side of things, or at least don’t get lost in the dark side.